New everything is awaiting me on 1 January 2018. Hope Allah will ease everything for me. It's hard, but Allah is with me, so I don't need to be afraid of anything, right? May I be the strongest girl in whatever wave I'll be thrown into. Always remember, to seek Him not only in sadness and miserable, but in easy time and happiness too. New everything and new me. This time, it is on me, change and be better or stay the same and regret who I am in the future.

I can do this. I know I can, it might take the longest time for me to do everything, to change, to adapt, to accept, to welcome things with open heart, but I will be just fine at the end of the day.

You got this, brave girl.

hujung-hujung tahun ni kerja melambak sampai tak tau mana satu nak buat dlu. kalau tangan ad soploh mesti cepat siap. could you imagine we, hooman, be like an octupus? nah sehari settle semua, tapi kalau malas datang, tak siap juga kau jadi octopus pun.