Thursday, February 27, 2014

Sunday, February 16, 2014

aku belajar,
kawan tak perlu saling memahami,
atau untuk saling menyayangi,
atau untuk selalu disisi,
tapi satu perlu, menghormati.

perlu. mesti.

Wednesday, February 5, 2014

Staring at the bottom of your glass
Hoping one day you'll make a dream last
But dreams come slow and they go so fast

hot fm keeps playing this song..
i kind of hate it yet kind of love it
and because tonight is simply killing me,deeply and

and the fact that,
i hate what i am doing,
and i let others make my dream
to be the real stick right in my face..

my heart says,
padan muka kau,

i wish i could snap back,
to myself.

Tuesday, February 4, 2014

it is a thrill how you make me feel,
and how you let me dives in a fantasy on my own,
it is weird how you make me shiver
by the thought of you while you are hundred miles away,
and not knowing things,
it is happiness and sadness at the same time,
i don't know whether to smile or laugh, or to fall back into silent
and cry, 
it is me flying to the moon and back loving you,
and round the universe and back to the feeling you make me,
being caged in, yet I don't mind, alone, 
with you not knowing a thing
yet handsomely make my knees turn to Jelly-O,
it is you, and i don't know if tomorrow would
be a different story,
but today,
it is always you, i want to have the first dance with
under thousand blinking stars, and your favourite song.

Monday, February 3, 2014

Saturday, February 1, 2014

it was November,
we were having lunch,
and you wore my favourite shirt,
but your eyes did not meet mine,

it was the end of October,
we had our first batch awesome t-shirt,
you wrote your full name, and
I was shyly;secretly wrote your name and mine

it was somewhere in September,
we were laughing over silly jokes,
and you had that smile i died for,
but your lips were not talking to me,

it was January,
we were having English,
and you sat beside me,
the first day I wondered, was this my first love?

dia cinta pertama,bukan,
mungkin bukan cinta pertama,
yang buatkan hati ; lagu-lagu,
yang buatkan mata ; sinar-sinar,
yang buatkan lidah ; kelu-kelu,
yang buatkan bibir ; kekok-kekok
atau mungkin dia, cinta pertama,
yang buatkan semua ;
aku tak tahu,
kau yang bilang,
dia itu cinta pertama,
aku cuma pensaksi ;
tak milik kata untuk bicara,
kau tak lagu-lagu,