Things they don't tell you

 Things they don't tell you about..

pregnancy

giving birth

postnatal care ( please read extreme pantang)

and

newborn...

 Everything is everywhere again.

I lost my track again,

At one point,

life decides to be a bit overwhelming

than I can handle.

Everything is starting to spill out from my plate.

I have little Mochi inside me now.

aku rasa penat lately.
with everything.
mungkin ak patut stop responding to people and things around me,
and solely start focusing on myself.
aku pun da tak tau apa aku nak and how i want my life to be.
everything is everywhere. 

i need to stay composed.

i don't know what's wrong.
why can't i let the past stay there.