i think about the hardships and hurdles that i need to get through,
i forget to be grateful for the goods and blessings that have been granted to me.

My Lord,
forgive me for my sins.

how far would we run from our life if we are given the chances to do so?
would you run? or would you stay?

would thing be different if i do all those if..?

ommooooooo kija banyak...

it got burnt, darling.

how abruptly absent minded we, maybe i, could be, when you are now seem like a stranger crossing the road when the traffic is red,from knowing to unknowing. Surprisingly, how unfamiliar,unsettled, and anxious it is to move on

from a chapter that you, once time ago, about not too long, had very much determination and excitement to venture into its every line and word, to be involved in every conflict and moment,

and there it was, last paragraph: you thought you'll make it, then the book..pufff got burnt. You

started its beginning but never closed enough to make to its ending. How would the ending would

be, if..... and the daresay continues with all possibilities.

and believe me, reading the first word of a new chapter could be nothing more than thousands pieces of glasses attached to your heart and forcing it to pump the blood so that your brain could still give proper instructions to the body not to slum yourself  into a female's typical-self-prep when it comes to emotions and feelings. 

 

i miss this time.
i was at my happiest.

August is already here babe!
oh my god how time do fly! left us with few months for 9 days of adventure.as i believe it would be,as, well, being us, we'll pack and go with very little amount of money for such.. many days! we just absolutely don't care, what will happen there will happen, preparing an umbrella before the rain isn't needed( how reckless this is) just pray for us, let it be the safe one :)