i had this down shit of hell life here,

i kind of knocked it down in a hard way 

before i could put this smile on my face,

a real smile, no poker face.

you want to know how?

i tell you,

get your shit over,

because the last thing you want

is to look pathetic 

and get all the attention 

for your suck up face and 

whatever shit moods you have.

knock it down, 

a hard way or other way round.

sweep clean your own shit.

life is a bit shitty isn't it?

you deal with your mess,

you create it at the first place.

it does not come rolling out of nowhere.

could this be a poem?