it is july,

and all i want is to be alone,

in my loneliness,and darkness,

and embracing every single miserable little thing that made me,

and sink deeper into my sadness,

and listen to sad songs,

and maybe few happy songs,

and walk down to the beach,

and lay down till sunset.

and all alone.

only me,

with my sadness,

as i feel very whole,that way.