it is depressing isn't it to compare what others are,

and what you are not,

or what they live with, and what you live without,

but, yeah life is such a bitch,

as your heart desires what can't be yours.

dream big?work hard?

good luck with that.

maybe after 40 years, you will make it,

the life of your dream.

as some people were born with it.

sorry for such negativity.

i guess i had such a bad day,

everything seems,not right,

and i have no one to pick a fight with.