on everything

it's hard for me lately.
everything. home. work. relationship in general. my life in general. it feels like everything is trying to knock me down, real hard.tears are constant company that sooth me to: i can do this, this is a small matter, there are thousands out there fighting in war just to keep them alive for another day, thousands outside of my world are fighting for a glass of clean water. this is small. i said to my self almost every morning, you'll feel great again tomorrow, but little did i know, this small matter, i let it consumes me. Rotting a part of me each day.

Wake up.Now.