I'm struggling and juggling with my life, have been few months that I feel like I'm living in a tank that will be exploded soon and I'm going to sink in the water and die tragically. I know, I know, everyone does feel the same, but I can't take this anymore. I really don't know where to take my life to, and I, not sure anymore what I'm doing. Everything, every single of them is out of place, and I have no control over what happens in my life, I can't take over my feelings, I can't control the sadness that , somehow, always find its way to creep in and settle itself comfortably in my head. This is hard, and according to few articles I've been reading, I somehow, somewhere, in one way or another, have managed to make contact with depression.

I need to get out from this.

I need to save myself.