read everyone's old posts because i miss the old times.
kind of regretting my decision that i deleted my 
posts in 2009 up to 2011. those were the years that i wrote the most,
almost everyday for three years,
mostly happy memories with new life i just found,
new friends, new best friends, a growing up girl being told in words by herself.
a bright, shiny, all-smile-me wrapped in sunshine.
ohh if i could restore them back.
don't delete guys, don't, no matter how hard you think the 
life crisis of the moment.
now can't peek into that one part of my old self.